Thursday, 25 July 2013
my fantasy of solitude
I have a growing desire...its going to be hard to pull off as i am a busy parent with a full time job, but this desire won't leave me..i don't really want it to leave me either so one day i am going to have to do it. That desire is to head to my nature place and spend a long, long time there. I want to feel the peace that comes from a long immersion in quiet nature, I want to experiment with my mind and see what happens when i do this..i want to access deeper selves, deeper rhythms..i want a total connection with the natural environment. It is impossible to say whay exactly would happen if i undertook this quest, but i can guess at some of it. I would imagine that it would be great at first..then the mind would probably chatter away and i would feel a bit unhinged maybe after a while..i imagine a coming in and out of focus and awareness, clarity and confusion, ups and downs, peaks and troughs.I imagine that deep emotions may come to the surface, tears maybe..after all, ther ewould be no distractions, no other people, no roles, no interactions...it would be me and nature and whatever spirits showed up...time would be irrelevant, it may even be quite challenging...but i want to try it...i am talking maybe three days or so...it doesn't sound much but believe me it is..after all it is only a small circle surrounded by high plants, trees and bushes....where nobody else goes....has anyone else thats reading this undertaken such a quest before?
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